Surgery date

My surgery date has just been postponed. I can’t wait to get this over and done with. I’m scared, nervous et al about this. I realize they postponed it to help people with more serious problems that needed quick work to save them. It’s just the way of things. I also just started a new job with greater stress. That’s not helping. It was either a promotion or no job at all. So there really wasn’t much choice there. Some people were let go. I’m so fortunate to have a date at all and to have a job at all. I still cry in my soup sometimes though