too exhausted... to despaired...have no soul strength to cope.
i'm taking the 90 mg Cymbalta for a while now.. i guess 3 monthes. which is quite a high dose.
i can't say this drug doesn't help. it helped. but it's far from enough.
again - i'm at a dead end. even when the pain in not EXTREME the feeling can drive me crazy.. like something digging or eating my gums.
i mean - i see that on few different pathes :
1. those with this disease the have a blood vessel shown - can do the MVD and maybe get well.
2. those who don't - can try the meds.
3. but when the meds aren't working suffiecenitly or partly.. WHERE CAN WE GO FROM HERE ?
i don't know where to go . in the first 2 years i went to 10's of doctors... 3-4 doctors EACH WEEK.
seems i'm stuck. didn't almost went to doctors for the last monthes.. . thought the cymbalta would suffiecntky help. but it doesn't.
i mean - what other caused than a blood vessel can CAUSE this horrific ATYPICAL FACIAL PAIN (after a dental work) and why can't something be done ?
i'm do young to declare my life as over.